A Blind Dog and an Empty Chair

I'm aware I've fallen off the blogging world, but here is my initiative to return. If anything, I must show off my amazing friend Rachel's designs. (Her link is on the side.) But it's also that I'm a different person now than when Jamie and I began our last blog. This year has changed me. Christ has changed me. As I shared with a good friend yesterday, it's been a year of grieving...grieving friendships, life, death, sin, dreams...We've buried and quietly wept over each instance. In exchange, I have tasted my Savior. I've seen He is good, and I've witnessed His new mercy each morning, each hour, each moment.

And rightfully so, we've titled this blog This High Calling. Not because we are doing great things, but we have grown desperately sensitive this year to the truth that we are nothing, and at best we fail each other and those around us, but Jesus is doing some beautiful things, and we are honored and humbled to be part of that.

In our little corner of His kingdom, we're moving forward with homeschooling, life and ministry. I watched and held my grandmother's hand as her soul left this world just over a month ago. It was a sweet opportunity to stare my fear of death down once again with my Savior, who has conquered death. We've adopted a sweet golden retriever. He's blind, and his name is Lazarus. He worships the boys, and they worship him. I've watched Jamie grow into a man of God I couldn't have dreamed existed, and I've witnessed my boys confirm that as they now long to "grow up and be just like daddy and love Jesus a whole lot." And finally, we've grown to embrace the purpose of the empty chair at our six-person kitchen table. Her name is Frankie Joy, and we'll be filing for her within the first of the year.

So, we enter the holiday season with expectant hearts of what our Savior will do as He intercedes before the throne of grace on our behalf. As we begin considering closing the door of this year, we enter the ushering of the new with a new depth of understanding and confidence that we were made for so much more than this, and that the only reason we're in this place with these blessings is for His kingdom and purpose. And...we've only scratched the surface of this high calling.


  1. Congratulations on your little girl! I can't wait to hear all about your journey. Love to you all.

  2. I loved your first post!I am so excited to follow along with you in this journey! I am eager to see what God is going to do in both of our lives! You have a precious family. Thank you so much for the encouragement you gave me a week ago!